Hollywood Blue

From Child Beauty Queen to Adult Movie Star - A Graphic Chronicle of Survival

"Dreams of Hollywood, aspirations of stardom. The mental imagery of a blinkered kid who has no concept of those hypnotic lights being so deadly, they could burn her up and destroy her. I want a breather; I want to stop for a minute and recover, but I'm a blue movie star, and I have to keep going until all these men are done with me, and the director calls a wrap. This is my life, it hasn't been easy. There have been times when I truly believed I wouldn't make it, wouldn't come out of it alive. This is my story..."

Jessica Logan was a successful child beauty pageant queen and model, until a horrific sequence of events in her formative teenage years tore her world apart.

Embracing Hollywood stardom as the only solution, she embarks on a perilous journey, only to be duped by predatory men, exploitative agents, and sinking into the depths of Tinseltown's treacherous underbelly. Longing for recognition - to the extent where she is sucked into the pornographic hard-core blue movie industry - she details her reckless quest for acclaim in a remarkably frank and moving account of a life marred by trauma. In her desperate quest, Jessica trades notoriety for love, dubious celebrity for true happiness, moral standards for quick financial gain.

Can fame ever be a substitute for love? And would the price for such fame be too high? Shocking and compelling, Jessica Logan discloses the very ugly side of Hollywood in this powerful story of survival. Contains graphic adult content.