She drowned me in blurry liquids its all her fault

Chapter 1) I am scared!

I didn't know how scared i was, i always lived with this “”feeling”””, i didn't know i was terrified by fear and i didnt know it was abusive either I taught it was a normal part of being overly sensitive that i should cry in shocking panic for a few hours 4 time a month. I remember as a teen bursting in tears in the wood near by, hiding for hours needing to escape, smoking hashish, drinking whisky, having frivole relationship with stranger trying to forget the pain i was feeling. I would tell myself” It's my fault i'm too sensitive, i cry over nothing, and this went on all my life, i would spend a entire afternoon getting lost somewhere, not wanting to come back home needed to escape reality and stealing was a good escape so each time i would feel terrified and scared to disappoint her i would steal even more…..

This book is going to be weird it's going to take you to a wild and trouble and blurry vision, it's going to make you travel with this heroin in her path along with her dreams and hopes.