This memoir tracks Amy LaBossiere's life through relationships and personal trauma, love, and loss. She becomes an alcoholic. During her downward spiral, Amy's spirit invites her to create artwork to heal. The process of art making becomes a tool for growth. Amy pursues a Master's degree in Conscious Evolution and shares the artwork and meditations she created on the path. Written mostly at Still Waters Pond in Voluntown, Connecticut on the porch of an unplugged cottage, this book offers the reader the opportunity to witness a heartfelt path of conscious evolution through art and self-reflection.