This is a book about all of the major controversial topics that were never taught to me as a born and raised member of the LDS church. Growing up in the church, I thought I knew everything there is to know about being a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. I did everything that was expected of me all throughout my childhood, and even into my adult life. In 2015, I discovered many topics about church history that I was never taught at home, in seminary, or at church. These topics shocked me to the core. I went on a personal crusade researching everything I could about the history of the LDS church using LDS-approved sources as well as others that are not approved. Turns out that I couldn’t disprove the so called "anti-mormon lies". This book is my personal journal of what I learned about LDS church history. I wish I would have been taught these things when I was young, and so now I share them with you.