The word damaged is often used to describe people who have had horrible childhoods, or who, as adults, have been treated treacherously by another. My way of coming to terms with my emotional pain is through writing this book "Voyeur To Violence." "Voyeur To Violence" is an autobiography of my horrific childhood, growing up in a Nun's Convent in Johannesburg, South Africa and the terrible incidents that surrounded this ordeal. My book describes my fears and my dreams as a young child and the hope for freedom. The one thing South Africa and I have in common is that we both have tortured pasts. My book details some of the ways I helped the Africans in anyway I could, regardless of the consequences. I felt my story had to be told. Deep inside our souls, each of us longs to be free in mind, body and spirit. It is important that we find our place in freedom. I found it through my writings, a special room in my mind, decorated they way I like it. We are all free souls.