No one ever talks about being left behind, but James McManis knows that one in spades. Not knowing quite why, he felt abandoned all his life. And when his wife died in childbirth, he clung to his son with everything he had. But the harder James held on over the years, the more Chuck fought what his father wanted for him. Until finally one day the boy slips through his fingers and, in the aftermath of a horrific disaster, vanishes altogether. When James discovers what really happened to the son he tried so hard to protect it turns his whole world upside down. James needs to learn more. About his son. About himself. About his past, and his future. But what if the knowledge he gains proves everything he thought real a lie?