He's the most beautiful boy I've ever seen in my life. He's so hot I can't stop drawing him, can't stop fantasizing about him - he's so hot I ended up moaning his name in class - and in his presence, too! Now he knows my secret - that I'm not the typical good girl everyone thinks I am. Now he wants me to be his secret toy - the kind that he can play with. And the more time I spend with him, I realize that I have my own secret to keep. I've fallen in love with him - the one thing he tells me I should NEVER ever do.