I moaned about life so much I dragged Derick, Mr Death, into it. Now I’m stuck in a four week "fix me or finish me" adventure. Week one is with Terry, Mr Testosterone. This is fifty percent useful, real lessons and real wake up calls, and fifty percent absolute madness. Pain, ego, chaos, and truths I did not ask for. If I make it through this, maybe I’ll finally start to care about waking up.