and then faith happened again: 10th year anniversary edition

How often, in times of crisis, have we wondered where God is? Has the Savior recanted his promises for our lives? For twelve years I grappled with infertility and every emotion that one can experience as a result. I have lived through the complexity of wondering if I would ever conceive.

This memoir guides readers through my faith journey. While giving insight on the fight to have a child, it also serves as a weapon and tool. Use it to break through your emotional, mental, and spiritual barriers. I pray my transparency gives readers the courage to embrace their process and hold on to faith no matter where the journey leads.

In our most horrific and life altering experiences we long to be rescued from the clutches of despair. We seek relief and shelter but I’ve come to the costly conclusion that in moments like these, faith is maximized. Faith is the component that makes the untouchable, unreachable and unbelievable a tangible reality. It is when we learn to embrace our process that faith begins to happen.