fresh mind publications

A raw, defiant memoir challenging faith, sexuality, and identity, I THINK GOD IS GAY is the courageous voice of Sipho Ellen Tshaka, a man born into silence, raised in shame, and destined to rise in truth. In a world where churches close their doors to the very souls who need refuge, Sipho dares to ask, What if God is not who they say He is? What if God is all, all that everything is, too?
Blending journaled pain, sacred rage, unrelenting hope, and the tender rebellion of being unapologetically human, this memoir reclaims God’s love for the outcast. From childhood trauma and spiritual exile to self-acceptance and radical belief, Sipho invites the reader into a gospel not built on dogma but on the messy miracle of survival. For every soul told they were too dirty, too different, too damned, this is your gospel.