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Before she ever answered the call on her life, she wandered through seasons that nearly destroyed her. Lost in cycles she didn’t choose, shaped by wounds she didn’t deserve, Cassandra Renea Bell learned the hard way that some battles are fought in silence long before they are ever spoken aloud.
Before I Answered the Call: Lost is a raw, poetic memoir that unfolds like a confession an reads like a ballad. With unflinching honesty, Cassandra reveals the parts of her story long buried beneath shames, survival, and the kind of brokenness that lingers long after childhood ends. She confronts the roads she took, the ones she avoided, and the ones she was pushed down without warning.

But this is not a story about staying lost.
This is a story about being found-- found by grace, found by truth, and found by the woman she was always meant to become.

Through heartache, revelation, and spiritual awakening, Cassandra guides readers through the deep places of her past to illuminate the path toward healing and purpose. Her testimony calls out to anyone who has ever struggled to rise from their own ashes, reminding them God does His best work in broken places.

This Ballad Edition speaks in rhythm and revelation--raw enough to sting, honest enough to free, and tender enough to heal. It is the story of a sinner recovering, a woman awakening, and a soul returning home.

The L in the word worLd stands for Lost. Drop the L in worLd and get in your word. The word is your sword against all wickedness in high places, all principalities, and all evil acts from our enemies. Put on the FULL amour of God starting with picking up your sword.